POW-er up
5/04/2010The Big Lebowski soundtrack makes me want to lay in the sun. I'm knee deep in assignments again after I finished my final men's piece, I've got great photos of 3 of the first pieces of my collection and I can't wait to blog about them. Writing is the best way to reflect on things and clear out my head, I always tried to keep a diary. I need to find mine, reading back on where you once were is enlightening. It shows that no matter what things were like, they always change. I can't wait to live in the moment again, I get to here and there but it's not enough for me. I just have endless tedious tasks right now, that whole state of things where you have to do things you don't want in order to get where you want to be.
I really think happiness is about balance so I'm always trying to achieve that kind of balance. It's so funny, I need to be in the right space in my head to focus on work (or so I tell myself) I light candles and incense to try and get things more zen, hahaha. Music is actually great to work to. I never used to be into calming things so much, I think over the years I've learned how much I love the little things like bubble baths and time to read. Those are the types of things that make me feel content in a personal sense. Socially I crave more chaotic things like action and spontaneous adventures. Having so much work has definitely shown me the things I didn't know that I valued so much. "In" trays are bullshit, I've got happiness quotas to fill here! I'm all for working hard but I'm tired, I just finished an outfit and there's no break whatsoever, it's just onto the next thing. Neverending storyyyyyyyy.
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