Overexposed photos full of life and happiness; youth and spirit. I've got no discipline again. I'm looking for it but all I find are smiles and stay-a-whiles. That feeling of possibility I had as a little girl came looking for me and now it's all over everything. I play, I create, I experiment, I experience. The ferris wheel is finally working and fairy lights abound. I feel so full of colour and there is so much art waiting to be made. I threw out all of the old world cluttering up my space. I feel beautiful and elated, the personification of all I chased for so long. The fear is dismantled, the sludge is kicked off my boots. No more second-guessing, no more doubting, no more overthinking. Nothing to lose. Nothing to prove. Just a girl with a flash. Blink and you'll miss me.

It's about time to post these! This party was car-razy. I don't know how another one will top it. In my time I've hosted parties that include KFC food fights, broken pool lilios & sauna benches, a broken nose and Awesome-o fights. But you know it's a party when a gay guy and a straight girl make out. 

Amongst Guitar Hero battles, party poppers, confetti guns, novelty lamps, gate crasher that no one knows who is seriously angry at the glass table he is banging his drink on, mic shredding karaoke, putting a girl to bed and dancing to No Scrubs at the end of it all; it was a night to remember. Thank you to everyone who came, the lovely old friends, the fashion school crowd and the new faces, you made it amazing. I bought the most tacky ring at the party shop that day and christened it my lucky ring, it worked! Party staple from now on.